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Science
T-minus Five More Launches: STS-130 Endeavour (4:39a.m. Sunday, Feb. 7, 2010)
Feb 6th

NASA prepares to launch Endeavour tomorrow, in what should be its second-to-last flight.
I’m alternately relieved and appalled at the planned 2010 decommissionings of all 3 of the Shuttles—relieved, as they’ve been in service 18-26 years, and I’ve no wish to watch my third Shuttle disaster; appalled, because as of Discovery’s final flight in September, for the first time in my life, the United States will be grounded from space.
Sure, we could hitch rides with other countries. But what a comedown for the country that first put a human being on the moon.
I don’t know what will come of our space program—people much smarter than me, working for NASA, probably wonder the same thing right now. It’s one of the few things in which I totally disagree with President Obama. The space race and its magnificent fruits were what inspired generations of children to take science seriously. How will we motivate students to refocus on science now, if one of its greatest achievements can be so visibly abandoned?
Happy 50th Birthday, NASA!
Jul 29th
Fifty years ago today, in response to the Sputnik crisis, President Eisenhower signed the National Aeronautics and Space Act, creating the National Aeronautics and Space Administration, or NASA.
For a kid like me, growing up in Florida in the final days of the Cold War, NASA stood as a mixed symbol. On one hand, what a heritage! Stern men in white lab coats, beeping displays, cold readiness, and firey, brain-rattling launches: NASA was a secular monastery devoted wholly to the god Science. Its doings were at once utterly trustworthy, and tinged with deep unease.

And on the other hand–what a tidal shift. In the decade between 1985 and 1995, the bipolar political alignment of the planet, in place for forty years, unraveled. We lost a shuttle and launched a telescope. The first pictures from the Hubble Space Telescope, in all their blurry wonder, were beamed back to a world fresh out from under the heavy blanket of history. The universe expanded in scope and magnificence, while the planet itself seemed so much smaller and more available than it had ever been.
Is it any wonder our concept of “enemy” weakened? Indeed, we went from threatening Russians with “Star Wars” strategic missile defense, to docking at their space station, Mir.

Children my age, born in the seventies, were never around for the run-up of the Cold War that resulted in NASA’s existence. We were never around for the fear, and never understood it. We knew only Brezhnev, only Gorbachev–a disintegrating threat. Science was an institutional authority to be questioned: Why the militarization? Why did anyone ever think Mutually Assured Destruction was a good idea? We’d missed the opening moves of the Cold War, and so felt compelled to hasten the endgame.
We would use science to clean up the messes that had been made with it. We would join with out former enemies, and save the environment of the only habitable planet science had ever found. And maybe that’s a good thing: as the decades roll on, and government money gets tighter, it’s harder and harder to imagine that space colonization is close.
But part of me is sad, especially to think that Shuttle launches may end in two years. We may become better stewards of this planet, but will we ever be able to leave it? Was the end of the “Us and Them” political attitude also the end of our deep motivation to master space?

My one consolation is the knowledge that those secular monasteries are still there, in Florida, in Texas, in California. They’re still filled with beeping dials, and lab-coated men and women who want to reach the stars far more than most of us will ever know.
Thank you, NASA.
Birth: Now Available for Men
Apr 4th
I check BBC news online each morning as I eat breakfast. I like the international approach, and the relative lack of garishness–7 a.m.’s a bit early for scrolling, dancing crap. Something did catch my immediate attention yesterday morning, though–a pregnant man, looking delighted with himself.
Thomas Beatie, an American transsexual, and his wife are expecting a child. His.
It was amazing to me to watch my inner reactions to this. I consider myself pro-self-definition and pro-sexual-freedom, to what others might consider a freakish fault. But I had to watch myself struggle with this internally. I could feel an almost primordial, biological revulsion, like my stomach did a moral flip-flop. How odd. Men don’t have babies. He must not be a man/but he’s not a real woman. A real woman wouldn’t remove her breasts/but would still want to have a child. Just with a husband/instead of a fellow wife. Which he has, because he’s a man. With a uterus. With a baby growing inside.
I made a conscious decision to find this awesome. It was an easy decision, that gave me happiness, but I’m still mildly surprised that it took even a bit of will. Is there a basic biological rightness/wrongness that I’m just individually able to overcome? Or have I fallen prey to a bit of insidious gender-role propaganda while I wasn’t looking?
Either way, my conclusion–which, sadly, may not be common–represents to me the act of choosing to be on the side of the advancement of evolution, which will invariably mean an increase in morally and biologically challenging scenarios like this. So what? Let the strong survive. And the strong, at all times, have been those willing to adapt and press forward. That couple isn’t just giving birth to a child. They are in essence giving birth to a symbol of possibility.
In a society where so many of the imaginings of just a couple of decades ago–the space race, biological enhancement–have all but been abandoned in favor of desperate safety, I have to applaud this guy and his wife. Good-for-fucking-them. We have the brains to overcome biology and to make our bodies work for us, and we have the strength to come up with a new morality that makes true possibility, psychologically manageable.
Let’s get to it.
Live Fast, Party Hard, Die at 100
Feb 21st
Here’s an interesting Yahoo article that confirms something I’ve long suspected: that people my age can expect to live a lot longer than the current 80-year average. A Stanford University biologist gives information about anti-aging treatments that may come on the market within the next decade or two that will likely increase the average age of death to 100 years. Personally, I believe that by the time I die, it will be more like 120.
This is interesting for a number of reasons. First, along with running low on oil, this is going to cause major, unavoidable, permanent changes to our society–to our whole civilization. Will we still retire at 65? That would leave forty whole years to pursue hobbies. That’s almost like another whole lifetime. And if the retirement age gets pushed back, due to people being fit to work for longer, I think we will see a shift in the kinds of work people do. Plugging away at a career your heart isn’t into for 20-30 years is one thing; but 40-50 years? Half a century to delay your dreams until retirement? I don’t see people putting up with that.
People already change jobs, even careers, a lot more than they did when the Boomers were children (a period everyone seems to collectively agree is the “real America”). Living an extra 20-30 years will probably have the greatest effect on the work lives of Generation X and the generation after us, because we are old enough to have ingested the “work til you’re 65, then retire” meme, but young enough to where the therapies will be available while we’re still working. What will we do? With our solid grasp of technology, will there be an even bigger push towards workplace flexibility? Will we look at our longer lives, and choose to be more fluid in our priorities? Will things like gap years and extended parental leave become the norm? Or will we still rush to get to college, rush to graduate by 23, rush into a career, and just be good little cogs for even longer?
Another interesting aspect of this is how it may affect women. We already live longer than men, but in our society, we become more invisible as we age, especially past menopause. It’s true that Boomer women are changing how older women are seen, just like they’ve broadened the experience of everything they’ve already gone through. But massive problems have nevertheless been left in their wake. Young women are still seen by society as “past their peak” appearance-wise at 25, and automatically less wothwhile; and 30 is practically “old”. Will what is considered the most attractive age finally rise to more realistic numbers? And menopause–will it come later, vastly increasing the fertile years and the childbearing-age popluation? Or will it stay around 50, which will then become only the halfway point of a woman’s life, leaving five whole decades free for other things?
One hundred years is a long time to put up with being judged, dismissed, and legislated against. Will women face down a 100-year battle with sexism and finally demand to be treated as equal human beings for their whole lives? Or will they still be perceived to peak at twenty, and just have an 80-year decline, instead of a 60-year one?
We will inevitably see.